March 13, 2011

Silly String and Band Aids

It's like silly
string but you see
I don't feel silly, just
sad.

You lied li(K)e
the calender did and,
the days pass slow
just like they never did
before.

You don't see how my
hea(R)t breaks and
worse,
you don't care.

So I hang on t(I)ght to silly string,
but it's breaking because
it wasn't meant to be like
this, too much, too fast
so please come back come back,
can't you (S)ee?

You ran away ran away,
you said you wouldn't
just like a
prodigal.

They give me band aids
and more silly string,
tie me to the roof, swing
under the s(T)ars.

Your silly string doesn't help,
the band aids just cant fix
broken hearts. And normally,
mom's kiss can make it all better but
no not this time.

Nothing twinkles, nothing
is right,
there's a h(O)le in my chest,
gaping. wide.

I know it's a void that only
you can fill,
surgeon, cut open my heart,
(F)ix it fix me,
no hospital needed.

Just the music wing where
you whispered in my ear,
you said you loved me, did
you lie this whole time?

You held me in your arms, and
when I cried, wiped my tears.
You asked why,
I said, never leave
me.

Maybe I didn't say it loud enough, maybe
you just (F)orgot,
but I'm staying here now, crying
because you lied.
liar.
liar.

I love you, yes
I still do. What's that?
Unconditionally?
Yes. this is real, thanks very
much.

You said I don't get it, you
said that you had to do this, but
baby I disagre(E) I think
we could change this silly string into rope
that ties us together,
once again.

Can I have a band aid please? Place it
on my lips,
w(R)ap your silly string around my
heart.

Fix me. (LOVE ME.)
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Fix me. Love. ME!
Why?

You said you would forever, I guess
forever isn't as long as I thought it was,
so sorry, the joke's on me.

Silly string and band aids,
broken hearts,
broken me.

You broke me,
you don't care.

You love me,
you love me,
you love me,

You promised.
LIAR.
but no.

(I STILL LOVE YOU)

not me this time. you.

(AND I ALWAYS WLL.)
Forever.

(COME BACK?)

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