So this is it.

They said,
they said that,
maybe this is it.

They don't,
they don't say,
the things we need to hear.

They say,
they say that.
And I drop a single tear.

They don't,
they don't say,
the things we need to know.

They say,
they say that.
And my heart sinks slow.

At one word,
one word,
I feel alone.

And I wish,
wish,
I could have known.

If I knew,
that this would happen,
I would have cherished
every moment.

But I didn't know,
I couldn't have known.
So this is it.

Free

Free.
The wind blows my curly hair
back.
Free.
The birds sing their sweet
song.
Free.
The trees dance in the
breeze.
Free.
The frogs leap into placid
water.
Free.
The air carries the sent of
peace.
Free.

And I feel free.

All For You

sittIng next
to you.
resisting the urge ( )
to hold your hand.

taLking to you
and you don't knOw
how much
i'm trying now not
to get caught up in you.

looking at you.
your Very face makes me smile.
and when i'm with you
i feEl like flying.

It's amazing how ( )
love
can make you see the world
so much more beautifullY.
i just want
tO shoUt.
to giggle.
to lean down,
smell the sweet flowers. ( )
the cool grass against my bare feet
gives me new wonder.

if you could see
*truly see*
inTo my heart,
it would sing for you.
it would sIng
every sweet Melody
known to man:
all for you.

Everything(.)

I look up at the moon,
the stars,
the beautiful night sky.

I hear the sweet silence outside me,
the beating of my heart,
my wishes inside my head.

Are you seeing the same sky as me?
Do you think of me,
late at night.
Like I think of you?

Do you long for somebody,
somebody to understand you.
truly.
completely.
?
Do you want somebody
to sing the sweet song,
that lives in your heart.
(when you can't yourself?)
Do you see?
Do you need me?
do you need me like I need you?
Because,
honestly,
I've never felt like this before.
I just need.
need.

I wish that I could be,
your everything.

I wish I could give you,
the key to my heart.

I wish that you could be here,
whisper softly,
my dear.

1Sc2il3en4ce5 6.

1.
Hi.

2.
Hey.

3.
I have a question.

4.
Okay.

5.
it's "why?"

6.
( )

Out Of Time

I'll sit here, stare ,
at that clock- on the wall.
I'll watch that hand,
tick, tock, tick, tock.
Running.
Oh, I'm running.
Tick.
Out of-
Tock.
Time.
I'm searching,
Seeking.
Tick.
Searching for that answer.
The one thing
that will make it-
Tock.
-okay.
Tick.
Tock.
Why?! Why is the world
one big question?!
Tick.
Is the answer even here?
(another question)
I've searched the-
Tock.
-depths of the ocean.
The sky.
And it's not there.
Tick.
Maybe the answer isn't
real.
(am I real?)
Tock.
Or maybe the answer
is inside
us )?(
Tick.
It would help to know.
What if,
we searched
(TOGETHER)
-- would we find it?
Together?
Tock.
Maybe thats the
answer.
Together.
Let's try it.
Tick.
Hurry.
Tock.
We're running-
Tick.
-Out of-
Tock.
-Time-
Tick.
!
Tock.

Done.

From Where I Sit

From where I sit,
I think.
The past.
The present.
The future too.

I think of what I learned
(no not just books)
from you.

You (willow.)
(strong, sturdy, but graceful.)
)poised(.

(I) birch.
fragile, weak, but beautiful.

From you,
I learned.
Strength is a choice.

Hope is an option.

Fate is yours to choose.

One Word

There is a word.
Four simple letters.
A simple word with four
simple letters.

I know a girl.
She's lost inside the labyrinth
of her life.
Constantly wandering.
Nobody to turn to.

~and she knows.~

She wishes she could have four simple letters
(a simple word with four
simple letters)
all for herself.

Oh, she wants to go home.
Why is nobody home>?
Don't know where she
belongs.
Lost inside a big world.

Can nobody find her?!
SOMEBODY-FIND-HER-!
So-ME-Bo-Dy show her
four simple letters.


Love?
no.
Think deeper.


Help.

?Survive.

I'm tripping now, falling.
Spinning around.
Can't stop.
darkness.
Falling.
FALLing.
Where am I now?
Upside down,
you can't stop me.
GriPPing/
clawing--
flailing.
failing.
LooKING for something
.anything.
to hold on to.
When you think
the ride
has (ended...)
why,
does it start again>?
Why is there nothing but stone
to catch my fall?
Can anybody hear me?
does anybody WANT to hear me?
Further and further.
When I hit the ground,
I'll surely turn myself around.
I will not cry.
I, I--
I-
I-
will
?survive.

All I Have Left

eyes wIde open
in brighT (colors):
i'm surrounded.
(rainboWs) of light
(dance) before my (eyes).
capture this (moment).

and It's a (beautifuL) (day),
i won't Let it get away,
it's a (Beautiful) (day)
yEt, i still wait for you to
(SAY.)

(hearts) are in (bloom)
Sprout out of cOncrete
(earth), face (adversity).
still, they remember to
say:

it's a (beautiful) (day),
keep it, don't let it get away.
a beAutiful day.
i still need to hear You
(SAY.)

[BUT I DON'T BELIEVE YOU, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU]
[AND YOU DON'T BELIEVE YOU]
:[I MUST REMEMBER]:

it's a (beautiful) (day).

(because this is all i have left).

Not tonight

Wake up,
shivering.
(its summer)
3 am.
Cry.

I love you more,
than I did before.
If I don't see your face
(again)
I want you to know.
I love you,
and I need you.
So please,
please
don't go.

When you're gone,
so will be
p ie ce s of my heart
(I'll be missing you)

When you go,
the face I know
will be gone too.

(If you go)
the words I need to hear
(that get me through the day)
make me okay.
will be gone.

I always needed you
by my side.
But I never thought I,
(would need you there
when I cried.)
The weeks feel like months,
the days are eternities.
can you see how much I need you
(now?!)

So please
please
(please)
I said.
Don't go.
Hang on,
(if only one day more.)
I'll stay here.
I'll hold your hand.

I'll try to believe you,
when you tell me
(it will be okay.)
I'll try to believe you.
I wont.
Today,
I'm not ready.
Tomorrow,
(maybe I will be.)

I know,
eventually,
(you will have to)
let go.
Just please,

not tonight.

You

You showed me strength is a choice
(so choose it and choose well.)

You showed me hope is all we live for
(so live and live well.)

You showed me faith is the answer
(so answer and answer well)

You.

You showed me love and how to love
(so love and love well.)

I'm everything I am.
You.
Because of you.

Book Review: The Pact by Jodi Picoult

Ah, here we go. The first book review. EVER :)
I don't really want to write a summary of the book, too many people do that and honestly, you can just google it and find a perfectly good summary.

This book definitely would appeal to teenagers and parents. It has a fast-paced story line, but it's mentally not an easy read. Honestly, it's intense. It has suspense, drama, and of course a good murder case in it :)
There are some mature elements in it, so please, please, please DO NOT give this to a young child no matter how amazing of a reader they are!
I read this in about a week or so. It was fast and honestly was not that hard of a read.

Im getting tired of writing in sentences (must be why I'm a poet)

~fast
~strong plot
~suspenseful
~drama-filled
~a book that you never want to end :) (ahhh the Harry Potter series)
~emotional (actually "emotional" is an understatement, but I don't know of any better word for it haha)


Overall, this gets a 9.5 out of 10 on the "Hannah Scale"
an excellent read :)

To Find the Words to say the Sentences to spark the Conversation to Make this Right

Finding
Seeking.
Searching.
Finding.

I can't find.
Reasons.
So many.
To find the words.

I can't find.
Words.
So many.
To find the sentences.

I can't find.
Sentences.
So many.
To find the conversation.

I can't find.
Conversation.
So many.
To find.

How can the only thing,
killing.
me.
Be
Making me feel so alive?

Said

She said
I said.
true.
He said
I said.
true.
They said.
We said.
true.

say. say. say. Told. said. said. said.


Lies.